But to me it is a very small thing that I may be examined by you, or by any human court; in fact, I do not even examine myself. For I am conscious of nothing against myself, yet I am not by this acquitted; but the one who examines me is the Lord. (1 Corinthians 4:3, 4 NASB)
Our standard is higher than any opinion that we have of ourselves or what the highest human court can say about us or judge against us. To the contrary no matter how faithful or sin free we think we are or how wonderful other people think we are at church or in ministry, it is all moot...our ultimate standard is The Lord God Almighty. Jesus is our standard. Don't judge yourself in a negative way or vainly edify yourself. Let that be the Lords work and continue your work in The Lord in humility.
The world around us pushes and pulls...it postures and pokes at us. We are not of this way. We are of the way of The Lord.
Let my opinions and judgements be laid aside and let me be led by you Lord. Amen.